Can I fall apart?
Like for a second can I not be strong?
For a minute can I just.
Could I let myself drop?
Smack, face down into the ground
And not pick myself up
Would that be so bad?
To fall apart.
I just kinda need to fall apart
To say everything by saying nothing
To sit in silent safety until I’m ready,
First of all I’d like to say Read more
I told myself that what mummy doesn’t know won’t hurt her. That the loubs on her feet will be enough and won’t desert her even if I did. Though I weren’t there when she needed me and now I see that she needed me, I needed the streets because we needed to eat and me not being home just wasn’t that deep. And I was deep in it, and deeping it, it weren’t good for me. But I wasn’t doing this for me I was doing this for them, dreams at age 10 of being in the prem but life took out the R and I fucked around and nearly caught an M so life threw in an N and I landed in pen, and if I knew then what I knew now? Shit. Read more
Dear Black Men,
What happened to the black community?
Dry Phone Syndrome
Do happy people exist ?
People who smile from their hearts, not through grit
People who aren’t split
At the thought of another day
People who don’t crave attention but reject it when they deem the conversation, negative
X Negative, makes for positivity
But how many times must the negative multiply till I’m okay. How much more negativity can I take.
Argumentative. Outspoken. And unapologetically Jaydee.